after 15 of "solid" marriage and 2 great kids, this is where it came down to!!! 3 days after b-day and 3 days
before mother day, my so called "husband" finally broke his weddiing vows and gave in!!! is it
temptation /alcohol comsumption or he just does not give a DAMN? what went wrong in this marriage of
ours??? is it me? should i be more subserviant to his needs? do i deserve this? am i no long a good
mother, wife and soul mate? am i not enough for him? this is it? after all what we went through and dealt
with together.....the criticisms, judgements and doubts by our respective families ? he certainly proved
them right after all!! what a fool i have been!!! this is the most unforgivable and unforgetful betrayal of all!!
what do i do now? how about my kids? how can i pretend that nothing is wrong? i can'y shut my eyes
without picturing him getting "pleasured" by somebody whom he paid for!
WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE???
you know what hurts the most , i was truly convinced that i found my partner in life forever - i GUESS, THERE IS NO SUCH THING!!!!
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